the indian
this happen 3-18-07 in the pm

i slept restless last night,didnt go to bed till about 11:30PM

was back up around 1am ...drank some milk for my dry throat and smoked a cigarette before going back to bed.

remember tossing and turning...once as i turn over toward the east window, which also is toward the door of the bedroom, i saw the man......this didnt scare or surprise me this time......if you remember i saw one the morning after imbolic.

this time i looked a bit more closely...saw his face was of an indian....older man....maybe a few years more than me......i remember thinking about wheither he was real or not, a illusion of the curtian..... he just stood there facing the window ....looking out into the yard.......want to think he had a blanket wrapped around him.

i turn back over facing hubby......i toss and turn three times each time i faced this window he was there........remember thinking i wanted to make sure he was really there........i also remember thinking i needed to speak to him...to find out who he was....why he was here......i think i tried, but dont remember if he answered..........i know i saw him standing there the three times.

then later i dreamt of wheather or not i did see him......my mind trying to believe he was there or not??? or maybe we did have that conversation and that cuase the restless dream.???

then on my way to work this moring[monday] as i was just about to the mill......a wolf or coyote ran full speed across the road in front of me......i didnt even have time to even think of about slowing down for him before he was across the road and gone...........funny thing is.........i was thinking of seeing the indian at the time i saw the wolf.......i wonder if the wolf was a sign that i did see the indian?????

i am thinking it was a wolf..because of his size bigger than a coyote and the way his fur was not like a dog....wolf popped into my mind first thing...i asked my manager at work if we had wolves in this area and he told we some a few so it is possible i saw one.

a side note~
told my sister about this and she told me that
our grandmother told her we are desenteds of a shaman line , and i think cherkoee.
she also thinks that since he was facing the east,that this is a direction we should look to moving in,[we need to move] which after some thought i wonder since we are to visit bob's family soon if it isnt a sign to find somthing around them.
i also thought that the east is the direction of new beginnings also the wolf helps you find your life path[thanks to a friend here who told me of it] so would this mean we/i are getting a new beggining to our/my life path