here's some blogs i osted elsewheres thought i catch them up here

will up dated them as the time to comes might divide them later into their own blogs

 

 this past monday morning [12th] i was on my way to work got near a bridge near our house and saw this bird flying straight at me ..now mind you it is 5 am and still very dark.. so i know there are not many birds flying this time of the morning, and i saw as he got closer he was big, a hawk was the first bird i thought of ...but no, not a hawk ,too early for even him...... it was a owl and he landed on a sign near this bridge

on my way home this same day i come to this same bridge and i see this brown thing on the ground looked about 2 to 3 foot tall thought at first it might be a log standing up ..as i got closer it moved its head and looked at me and the car it was of course my owl just sitting there on the ground waiting .....

huge beautiful bird.....i wonder if it was the same owl i saw a few months back in our yard swopping down on some prey.........could be

 

Monday, February 05, 2007

ok i am not sure but i think i saw another dryad today

these were more in the tree branches than the trunk as the one yesterday. did a quick search on dryad's today but didnt find much ......just they are tree spirits -female-and can have their own tree to watch over or a forest of trees but even then she has one tre she calls her own

then if the tree should perish then she will perish

will do some more checking later

4:15 PM -


Sunday, February 04, 2007

sunday
Current mood: contemplative

i woke this morning as the alarm clock blared

to seeing a person?,thing? a creature? not qutie sure what he was,and yeah i got the feeling it was a he..........the strangest part is where he was.........standing next to my window [that faces east] but he wasnt on the floor he was about 3to 4feet in the air [we got 10ft ceilings] and he was bending down toward the clock, like he was going to turn it off.....as i reached for the clock and realizing that he was there i saw him stand straight up and disapper...or fade into nothingness by then i was fully awake and know i didnt see him anymore.

my dreams the night before were many and i was restless sleeping. i cant seem to remember the dreams at all or even a idea of what they were about

then this morning as i was at work, it was about 8 or 9 am i took a few minutes to smoke a cigarette as i waited for the next cup to process. i looked out the window a robin came down close to the window , i said hi to him and asked him if we had good food for him around the farm for i see him often lately. he sat there a second or two then flew off. then i looked at the line of pines that are between our farm and I-40 as i do most times when i sit there smoking. and i saw a dryad in the trees -plain as day- i thank her for allowingme tosee her and tears wheld up in my eyes for the honor that was betow to me to see this beautiful creature. and as i finish thanking her she faded away before my eyes and all i could see were the trees.

oh and one more bit of thought here....the voice....well maynot be the voice for i was fully awake and at work when i heard a 'pssst' no one was around for i was alone in the lab, there were no machinery going at the time....might be the voice or something else i dont know

9:19 AM -



Sunday, January 07, 2007

the voice
Current mood: confused

i will be posting more of the voice when i hear it

today i heard the voice , or what i call the voice

i heard it about a year or so ago in my dream ,always in a dream, the first time it said ''wake up you fat bitch''

then the next three times i have heard it it just saids my name. in different tones the second and third times it was in a urgent tone. this the forth time it was kinder more gentle as if someone was waking me.

there isnt someone in the house every time and when there is i ask if they called me and the answer is aways no.

i have been told it could be a guardian and for me to turn and find this spirit the next time it happens. i can only hope i remember to do this when it does happen again. which i was also told it maybe my selfconscience talking to me.

the voice is different from the dreams i am having at the time . totally apart from the dream. and the voice seems fimilar to me. i just cant seem to place where i know it from. it doesnt frighten me. but it did pissed me off the first time with the fat bitch remark-lol

the second and third times with the urgency i felt as if something may be wrong somewhere- but when i woke all was well. and the forth time today it was as if it was genltly waking me, very sweet and loving.

if it is me talking to me, and the first time with the meanest in the voice ,where i wasnt accepting of my self, could it be that now i am more accepting of myself? and thats why the more gentle additude?thus is the reason i know the voice. but then if it is a gaurdian ,which some believe are part of our soul groups and they are trying their best to tell me something, and thus the reason i know the voice , a voice of a trusted friend of my soul group.

as i said in the beginning i will post more on this as it happens to keep a record of sorts about it.

10:37 AM - 



sunday, December 24, 2006

a search and find puzzle

Pagan pages posted a search and find for the kids today

I looked it over ,as i was bored, well not so bored as over -tired today. anyways looking at this puzzle it remined me of a thought i had a while back. First ,let me say i love these types of puzzles. I have done them a-many of times over my long years, even made a few when in school. So now you know i have done a -plenty of them. Well last year I was doing some,fairly easy ones in a book, Soon i was zipping through these in this book . See I found the pattern to them, the ones in this book. All of a sudden this thought came to my head

Life is alot like these puzzles.

funny isnt it, or dont you see the connection?

ok look at it this way

There is the puzzle sitting there in front of you . At first your eye doesn't see any words. Then bang!! you see a word or two. Bang again you see three or four words,soon you are flying through this puzzle . Then all of a sudden you are stumped with finding the last two or three words. Ever slowly you find the last words and finish the puzzle, or maybe you give up and dont find them and go to the next puzzle, sometimes, one can't help but to cheat and look in the back of the book to find those last few words cause you hated to leave anything undone.

so ...you still with me here?

Here is your life all laid out in front of you. you dont see which way to go, then Bang you see a few ways to contuine . Then a few more, you take these paths . soon you are rolling along with your life cause you can clearly see where you need to go . Then bang a stand still ,cause you reach those few last words. What the fuck you think. it cant be this hard every thing is sitting right there in front of me. all the answers to everything. Then you start to look harder more deeply , even nick-pick at the puzzle that had been so easy before. Searching every letter, searching every path...looking that one letter that will produce a word you know... looking for that one path that will produce that way for you to go.

Sometimes its harder than we think ,or are we making it harder? Anyways we cheat a bit and sneak a glance at the answers in the back of the book.....we sneak a look into tarot or other divintion methods looking for the answers.

Then sometimes ...some take the easy way out and go to the next puzzle...sometimes some may take the easy way out and go to the next life??.....

Look at this whole book of puzzles as our many lives past and future ....each puzzle a life time .....Soon one can see a pattern to all the puzzles in this book and as we go through each puzzle we seem to be catching on to the pattern and zipping through each puzzle....as with our many lives we learn from our past lives and bring that knowledge into this life.....

its all right there in front of us.....................

we just can't seem to see it........ as of yet........

I'll tell you what though ....the search and find puzzles, its much easlier to find their patterns-lol

Well did i totally lose you all on that one-lol